Saturday, July 17, 2010
It's sad when love comes and go for many people,but it's worse for me when love just pass me by.My world had a huge change.One moment, i was at the top of the mountains,full of hope and the next moment, i was deep down under the ocean where Titanic sank.However, in titanic, many couples were unwilling to depart,but for me, it was just plain nonsense.I never had the chance to be with the person i like.
Falling in love is almost similar to bungee jumping.The only difference is,there will be nothing to hold you back.You will just fall and fall and die of heart attack/heart ache.I feel that i'm falling in the middle of the air hopoing that someone will be down there to catch me, but when i realise that no one will be there,i got heart attack.
Forgetting you was one of the "EASIEST" thing in the world that i had ever tried to do.You taught me how to love,taught me how to laugh,taught me how to cry,but you forget to teache me how to forget you.The moment of trying to for get you was like crushing myself through icebergs under the freezing cold Atlantic Ocean.It felt so cold.Nobody was beside me or near me.I felt so miserable and depress.
After you,i never took the step of courage out of the UNLOCK cage.I cage myself so tight till no one sees the real me.Idistant myself from everyone and did not let my heart loose.Even if it did,i will recall all that happen and would hold back my heart.Ilearned that nobody on earth could be 100percent trusted.Only god can.It was a hard time regaining the colours of my life.I had to paint so hard,layers and layers because my life was black and white.Even after painting,there will still be black paint left behind the coloured ones.
I tried many ways to stand up on my own two feet and walk away.Somehow,my feet just would not budge.It was stubborn,exactly like you.Through the many attempts of walking away but failed,i gave up.I learned to walk beside you and help you without you noticing.I learned that when you love someone,all you want is for that someone to be happy.I'd really like to thank you for teaching me such an unforgettable lesson but i wouldn't dare to thanky you face to face.I finally learned the meaning of true love,SACRIFICE!!Labels: sweet incense
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Yesterday was dame fun!!! Well because that is how chicken curry was invented!!!
We were all playing Uno
Sarmini: Someone is missing
Maha : Who?
Sarmini:Chicken head
Maha: Where is he?
Sarmini: In the chicken coop
Maha: Ya finding chicken to make chicken curry for Suk Lan
Yew Jin: What chicken garden?
Maha,Sarmini & Suk Lan laugh
Suk Lan: Maha draw 8 cards
Maha: F***
Suk Lan: Tell some more lar chicken curry!!
So you see how chicken curry got invented that day.So probably Suk Lan had enjoyed her delicious chicken curry made by the chicken head!!
Today i decided not to go to school becausegot so sesated gotong-royong & i also don't wish to see the freaky milky boy!!! (how do i actually come up with all those weird names!?!)
Sorry for not updating the blog for long time...cause i LOVE TWITTER!!!Its the best thing ever!!!
That's all for now...
Bye
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-Labels: miss fashionista
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Monday, October 26, 2009
Today was a dame stupid horrible day!!! I with full semangat =) went to school even though my class got no school just to play basketball...Then went reach school Pearl and Raveena came running to me freaking out that Maha haven't come...I thought maybe she just late a bit (thrust me if u know Maha this always happens)
We three waiting so long....Pearl & Raveena talking to Ashwieene..I saw frog prince walking on the bridge....When he came in and walk past me....he smiled and showed off his line of dracula teeth (Maha always says that haha>>.) This was so weird cause our last encounter wasn't that interesting as i stood there like a blur FREAK!!!!!
Me & Pearl has decided to kill Maha!!Pearl say she will chop her up while i am going to grate her into fine pieces!!!
She was sooo excited to see him playing football that until she was screaming like God dame loud!!Baby boy was unseen under the bright striking sun (Maybe he is a vampire) But not to mention still OMG soooooooo dammme CUTE!?!
Later will be going to Mydin....Then tomorrow going to Petrosains for a school trip. Hope its gonna be fun!!!I'm planning to eat Baskin Robbin.
Bye...
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-
p.s. Me wanna watch Michael Jackson THis Is It!!!Nobody want to take me!!!Pity this poor little girl!!Labels: miss fashionista
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
YEAH!!!!Its Deepavali today!!!Which also means one more day to be rabbit then tomorrow can go grandma house and eat turkey!!!chicken!!!crab!!!OMG!!!can this day move faster!?!
I'll try to post pictures when i come back next week....
I have also done twitter!!! Twitter is so dame fun!!!Visit my twitter @ www.twitter.com/sashalovegg
Bye...
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-Labels: miss fashionista
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
Yesterday went shopping to buy shoes....dame the stupid fellow who stole it!!!!Today also must go for more shopping cause my mum haven't bought any clothes for herself.At da same time must ber for MORE CLOTHES for me!!!!Whateve as long as shopping i'm willing to follow!!!
Yesterday watch Spread adi...
The movie not so nice...very slow...but nevermind...as long got Ashton Kutcher i'll watch
I'm planning to do twitter...because CHACE CRAWFORD GOT TWITTER!!!When i found it tat day i started to scream and i fall of the chair!!!Then my brother asked me "Did you just saw Chace Crawford naked?"
Maybe i should do twitter today and add Chace Crawford!!!
That's all for now....=)
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
p\s: i forgot to mention that Gossip Girl is getting awesome and awesome every week!!!Best.Show.Ever
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hehe.now tat pmr is over,i can now go on d com.its been a month i think since i last touch d com.i actuali wanted to go post sumthing new on tues nite but becuz i so long tak go com,i forgotten d email n password...
on d first day of pmr,i can feel myself shakin.maybe i was veli nervous,tats y i keep on sayin gud luck to my frens to calm myself down.paper 1 was quite hard n when i was writin karangan in paper 2,i suddenly go blank.its like my mind just stop functioning,i forgotten wat i wanted to write,but i just force myself to write something.
day4-another subject i'm reli bad in,maths.but surprisingly,i noe how to do!for d veli first time in tis year,i noe how to answer all d questions in paper 2!afternoon is sejarah,boring subject,learnin bout d dead people...gosh...i find it hard but my fren,sarmini,say its easy.gone la me...
day5-d last day of pmr.i can't wait for it to end.d holiday mood is startin to grow n i lost d mood to even study for kh n chinese.i was thinin bout goin home n go online or watch tv all night long.after kh,students tat don take chinese start celebratin.u could c them smilin n shoutin all d way.i heard sum malay guy say to his fren,"haha!agama islam on d first day!now can laugh at d ones takin chinese!!,"i was thinkin to myself,"yeah,yeah,don rub it in."i even told covel tis,"haih...now left we two oli."
so when we start paper 2,i openin my plastic bag to take out my brush n ink.i was thinkin y my ink like so empty wan.to my surprise,d bottle is empty!!no ink at all!luckily d teacher not garang,so she took sum guy's ink n call me to fill it myself.n gosh...plastic bag all ink n my hands all ink as well...like i dip my fingers into d ink.
that's d story of my pmr exams.so bad luck.bye.
hotcocoa
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
wow..been long since i blogged...nothing reli much to blog about..
as miss fashionista said ,going to have class party this friday nite..7.30..at pizza huts taipan..the new wan..all 3 finnix-ians pls come if u can make it..yr presence is important as it wouldn't be a class party without u...
oso..yipee ..no more pmr!!all form three rejoice..btw,i dun like having long holidays..y d scholl giv form 3 1 wek??holiday canot go schooll see humans..
2day went to usj4, and 2 usj 11 padangs wit my cuzins,raveena n maha..pass by 2 "special humans" house..maha and my wan...was quite exciting coz it seems as if we were investigating..sumore veena said to kick a ball into dinosaur's hse purposely n said by accident but we didn't do coz scared break window..haha.. dats all for 2day..wan onn facebook de..
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