a glass full of memories

love life

2010-07-17T13:20:00.006+08:00

It's sad when love comes and go for many people,but it's worse for me when love just pass me by.My world had a huge change.One moment, i was at the top of the mountains,full of hope and the next moment, i was deep down under the ocean where Titanic sank.However, in titanic, many couples were unwilling to depart,but for me, it was just plain nonsense.I never had the chance to be with the person i like.

Falling in love is almost similar to bungee jumping.The only difference is,there will be nothing to hold you back.You will just fall and fall and die of heart attack/heart ache.I feel that i'm falling in the middle of the air hopoing that someone will be down there to catch me, but when i realise that no one will be there,i got heart attack.

Forgetting you was one of the "EASIEST" thing in the world that i had ever tried to do.You taught me how to love,taught me how to laugh,taught me how to cry,but you forget to teache me how to forget you.The moment of trying to for get you was like crushing myself through icebergs under the freezing cold Atlantic Ocean.It felt so cold.Nobody was beside me or near me.I felt so miserable and depress.

After you,i never took the step of courage out of the UNLOCK cage.I cage myself so tight till no one sees the real me.Idistant myself from everyone and did not let my heart loose.Even if it did,i will recall all that happen and would hold back my heart.Ilearned that nobody on earth could be 100percent trusted.Only god can.It was a hard time regaining the colours of my life.I had to paint so hard,layers and layers because my life was black and white.Even after painting,there will still be black paint left behind the coloured ones.

I tried many ways to stand up on my own two feet and walk away.Somehow,my feet just would not budge.It was stubborn,exactly like you.Through the many attempts of walking away but failed,i gave up.I learned to walk beside you and help you without you noticing.I learned that when you love someone,all you want is for that someone to be happy.I'd really like to thank you for teaching me such an unforgettable lesson but i wouldn't dare to thanky you face to face.I finally learned the meaning of true love,SACRIFICE!!

Chicken Curry!?!

2009-11-03T12:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was dame fun!!! Well because that is how chicken curry was invented!!!
We were all playing Uno

Sarmini: Someone is missing
Maha : Who?
Sarmini:Chicken head
Maha: Where is he?
Sarmini: In the chicken coop
Maha: Ya finding chicken to make chicken curry for Suk Lan
Yew Jin: What chicken garden?
Maha,Sarmini & Suk Lan laugh

Suk Lan: Maha draw 8 cards
Maha: F***
Suk Lan: Tell some more lar chicken curry!!

So you see how chicken curry got invented that day.So probably Suk Lan had enjoyed her delicious chicken curry made by the chicken head!!

Today i decided not to go to school becausegot so sesated gotong-royong & i also don't wish to see the freaky milky boy!!! (how do i actually come up with all those weird names!?!)

Sorry for not updating the blog for long time...cause i LOVE TWITTER!!!Its the best thing ever!!!

That's all for now...
Bye
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-

I Don't Want To Wake Up From You...

2009-10-26T10:03:00.006+08:00

Today was a dame stupid horrible day!!! I with full semangat =) went to school even though my class got no school just to play basketball...Then went reach school Pearl and Raveena came running to me freaking out that Maha haven't come...I thought maybe she just late a bit (thrust me if u know Maha this always happens)
We three waiting so long....Pearl & Raveena talking to Ashwieene..I saw frog prince walking on the bridge....When he came in and walk past me....he smiled and showed off his line of dracula teeth (Maha always says that haha>>.) This was so weird cause our last encounter wasn't that interesting as i stood there like a blur FREAK!!!!!
Me & Pearl has decided to kill Maha!!Pearl say she will chop her up while i am going to grate her into fine pieces!!!

She was sooo excited to see him playing football that until she was screaming like God dame loud!!Baby boy was unseen under the bright striking sun (Maybe he is a vampire) But not to mention still OMG soooooooo dammme CUTE!?!

Later will be going to Mydin....Then tomorrow going to Petrosains for a school trip. Hope its gonna be fun!!!I'm planning to eat Baskin Robbin.

Bye...
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-

p.s. Me wanna watch Michael Jackson THis Is It!!!Nobody want to take me!!!Pity this poor little girl!!

Diwali!!!

2009-10-17T09:07:00.003+08:00

YEAH!!!!Its Deepavali today!!!Which also means one more day to be rabbit then tomorrow can go grandma house and eat turkey!!!chicken!!!crab!!!OMG!!!can this day move faster!?!

I'll try to post pictures when i come back next week....
I have also done twitter!!! Twitter is so dame fun!!!Visit my twitter @ www.twitter.com/sashalovegg

Bye...
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-

D-DAY

2009-10-15T13:56:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went shopping to buy shoes....dame the stupid fellow who stole it!!!!Today also must go for more shopping cause my mum haven't bought any clothes for herself.At da same time must ber for MORE CLOTHES for me!!!!Whateve as long as shopping i'm willing to follow!!!

Yesterday watch Spread adi...

The movie not so nice...very slow...but nevermind...as long got Ashton Kutcher i'll watch

I'm planning to do twitter...because CHACE CRAWFORD GOT TWITTER!!!When i found it tat day i started to scream and i fall of the chair!!!Then my brother asked me "Did you just saw Chace Crawford naked?"

Maybe i should do twitter today and add Chace Crawford!!!

That's all for now....=)
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl

p\s: i forgot to mention that Gossip Girl is getting awesome and awesome every week!!!Best.Show.Ever

-miss fashionista-

2009-10-15T13:41:00.003+08:00

hehe.now tat pmr is over,i can now go on d com.its been a month i think since i last touch d com.i actuali wanted to go post sumthing new on tues nite but becuz i so long tak go com,i forgotten d email n password...

on d first day of pmr,i can feel myself shakin.maybe i was veli nervous,tats y i keep on sayin gud luck to my frens to calm myself down.paper 1 was quite hard n when i was writin karangan in paper 2,i suddenly go blank.its like my mind just stop functioning,i forgotten wat i wanted to write,but i just force myself to write something.

day4-another subject i'm reli bad in,maths.but surprisingly,i noe how to do!for d veli first time in tis year,i noe how to answer all d questions in paper 2!afternoon is sejarah,boring subject,learnin bout d dead people...gosh...i find it hard but my fren,sarmini,say its easy.gone la me...

day5-d last day of pmr.i can't wait for it to end.d holiday mood is startin to grow n i lost d mood to even study for kh n chinese.i was thinin bout goin home n go online or watch tv all night long.after kh,students tat don take chinese start celebratin.u could c them smilin n shoutin all d way.i heard sum malay guy say to his fren,"haha!agama islam on d first day!now can laugh at d ones takin chinese!!,"i was thinkin to myself,"yeah,yeah,don rub it in."i even told covel tis,"haih...now left we two oli."
so when we start paper 2,i openin my plastic bag to take out my brush n ink.i was thinkin y my ink like so empty wan.to my surprise,d bottle is empty!!no ink at all!luckily d teacher not garang,so she took sum guy's ink n call me to fill it myself.n gosh...plastic bag all ink n my hands all ink as well...like i dip my fingers into d ink.

that's d story of my pmr exams.so bad luck.bye.
hotcocoa

2009-10-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

wow..been long since i blogged...nothing reli much to blog about..

as miss fashionista said ,going to have class party this friday nite..7.30..at pizza huts taipan..the new wan..all 3 finnix-ians pls come if u can make it..yr presence is important as it wouldn't be a class party without u...

oso..yipee ..no more pmr!!all form three rejoice..btw,i dun like having long holidays..y d scholl giv form 3 1 wek??holiday canot go schooll see humans..

2day went to usj4, and 2 usj 11 padangs wit my cuzins,raveena n maha..pass by 2 "special humans" house..maha and my wan...was quite exciting coz it seems as if we were investigating..sumore veena said to kick a ball into dinosaur's hse purposely n said by accident but we didn't do coz scared break window..haha.. dats all for 2day..wan onn facebook de..

-sweet incense-

The Door Is Open......

2009-10-14T11:46:00.001+08:00

The day has arrived...no more books....no more bubbling at night about Rentap and Sharif Masahor....It feels so GOOD!!!!and most of all get to update this blog!!!!

The day started off awfully....got some idoits jumped over my gate and stole everyones shoes!!!!I was crying like hell!!!MY RM500 CHANNEL BOOTS GONE!!!!It was like da last time filled cupboard now empty....:(

Nevermind...move on...my father said i can go shopping and buy new shoes :)I so can't wait for Friday...gonna have a class party at Pizza Hut. So must figure out what clothes to wear.And the most exciting event coming up is Deepavali!!!!Gosh can't wait to be "de-rabbit" tooo...its killin' to eat only vege....poor rabbits and cows...May you have happy time munching your carrots!?!

Then, i clean my mom's cupboard...i didn't do it for free!!!I did it to get a hoodie!!!Now i'm boring...don't no weather i should watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs or Spread...

Maybe i should pick Spread...atleast got Ashton Kutcher!!!AW YA!

Bye...
Gonna watch my Ashton now...
you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-

The days.....

2009-09-18T10:18:00.003+08:00

Waiting....still waiting.....

It's officially holiday for the next one week!!But still not happy...cause I've got a whole pile of papers to do!?!?!Thanks to Anthony!!!but its still holiday....which means movie time!!!I wanna watch Jennifer's Body!!!I'm gonna spend my day today by watchin' MJ interview with Oprah in 1993....just downloaded it.

I have a really adorable pic for Maha...Don't be sad u can't see da ugly bulldog
p\s: that's why i'm happy =)

It's David Beckham....so cute!!!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

you know you love me XOXOGG
-miss fashionista-

The Gossip-ing Day

2009-09-15T18:01:00.006+08:00

OMG!!!Gossip Girl was sooooo dame awsome!!!!! I love it!!!!Chuck & Blair are so sweet together....Nate found a new brunette (i hate her so much 4 taking away my Chace Crawford)....& Dan being rich....it was all interesting...
I have a few cast photos for season 3...

Jenny,Dan & Vanessa

The Best Friends...Blair & Serena

The guy u can die for...CHACE CRAWFORD....

The whole cast of GG.....

Chace Crawford was at VMA yesterday...Here is his gorgeous pic

Dress to kill!!!

Today is like really great...& awsome...& wonderful...GG brights up my day as usual

you know you love me
xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

This Is It...

2009-09-14T18:38:00.003+08:00

This is Michael Jackson's trailer for his movie This Is It...

I was almost in tears...i love u mj...

Man In The Mirror
you know u love me
xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

After a long time....

2009-09-11T11:01:00.008+08:00

I have no idea how da hell on earth did da koala ended up with me?!?!

I'm havin' a bright sunshine morning.That is because i didn't go to school 2day...which means no need to send & carry those newspapers...no ugly bulldog....no frog prince....no baby boy....& also da possibilities to be killed by Maha on Monday cause I lied to her =)

I can't wait for next week Tuesday cause Gossip Girl season 3 is starting!?!!!!Its like da best thing that ever happen in months for me...

Gossip Girl goin' retro

Well that's all for now...
Bye...
you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

The new month...

2009-08-07T19:04:00.004+08:00

So well its August already....means u guys need new update...

Update 1#
Ice lemon tea lover is pregnant 5 months with of course da ugly bulldog's child aka dinosaur baby....which is named Bugly (bulldog + ugly = bugly)

Update 2#
I found out that my entertainer is da ugly bulldog & i could never get enough of him LOLX haha =)

Update 3#
Joh Xhin told me that healthy as a horse is by sexual means!!!! isn't that interesting!!!

Update 4#
It is really so fun poking Maha...feels lyk poking a pillow!!!

Upadte 5#

Can u believe a guy can be this hot!?! I LOVE CHACE CRAWFORD!?!!?

That's all for now...
you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

A Wonderful Day

2009-07-25T17:47:00.007+08:00

The first thing i did i da morning after moving myself away from my cosy bed was SCREAM and JUMP!!!I got a new monitor!!!Finally i got to get rid of my dinosaur aged monitor!!!....but sad also lar...since i was 6 years old it was wit me...*sob sob* May it rest in peace....and its already been a month since MJ died....

I found this adoreble pictures of cupcakes...

Haha...it a chocolate frog =)

Oh yeah...Maha is gonna luv tis pic...freaking DINO...

Cute rite da cupcakes...only da frog one...not da dino...Haiz...wonder wat Covel did...?!?!?!

you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

Weird Day....

2009-07-24T17:37:00.004+08:00

I haven't been bloging like for a really long time......So now i'm back!!!WEEH!?!?!
Today Maha and Covel keep talking talking to themselves then look at me and laugh...tis was like going on and on and on lyk for da whole day!!!It reali made my head split into 2!!!Sesat ppl!!! Later after skool i asked Covel wat was it all about....Actually they plan to ask frog prince his msn for da second tme!!!!I SWEAR I'M SO GONNA KILL BOTH OF THEM!!!!but then...good also lar.....xD LOLX hope i get it tis time...haiz....live sucks...
Then Suk Lan wacked Maha for calling her baby face...but then she thought maha called her baby boy!!! CRAZY PPL!!! kesian me stuck with them!!!

Jordin Sparks got new album!!!The first single is Battlefield.

I love da song soooo much until its stuck in my head!!
Cioaz....gonna go memorize da lyrics....

you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

2009-07-19T14:27:00.002+08:00

last week,there's tis guy tat sit behind me in tuition.tat guy a...omg... i think he wacko or sumthing la.keep laughin n swearin d whole time n his voice is like a toad oli.after teacher teach finish,there is still around 10-15 minutes so she say do work.tis guy with his sicko frens started jokin bout sumthing n started laughin after tat,me n my fren no care bout them.suddenli,they just started swearin n say f*** all of a sudden.then he say f*** n laugh again at sumthing alone like a mad person n tis went on until tuition over.its like he syok sendiri n tryin to act cool or sumthing.i think he's tryin to get sum gal's attention but d gal don even care bout him.HAHA

i don reli noe how to explain it but when u c it,yr bulu roma will stand up.i sit in front of him oso i can't stand him.i feel like slappin tat person,make me cannot concentrate oli.i admit i do concentrate better with noise or music around but not with him f***in everywhere.its like he's tryin to act cool but instead of lookin cool,he make himself look lamer than ever.yuck.i hate tis type of guys d most.he try so desperately to be cool to get d gal's attention.i mean,cum on la,we girls noe wan,we r NOT dumb at all n we can indeed tell whether a guy is tryin to act all cool n stuff.my god...just be yrself,its so obvious,i so blur oso can c rite through u.its like d oli thing in his head is tat f*** word.guys swear but at least they don swear for no reason.i think.i just hope he don sit behind me again next week...
HotCocoa

2009-07-11T09:31:00.003+08:00

i had a weird dream...untill now still thinking of it so nice it is like the saying a dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep

can't really remember the dream but i only remember 1 sentence
something to do with some "special humans" needing my help then "the special" humman said "we were close friends ryte??

i so happy hope it really comes true haha actually de dream very long but cant remember anything else oni the most important part is remembered

-sweet incense-

2009-07-10T14:31:00.000+08:00

a simple poem I wrote as a tribute to Michael Jackson.
Tribute to Michael Jackson-THE KING OF POP
In My Heart

Of all the people in the world,
Why is it you appeal the most?
Why is it you caught the public’s eye the most?
Why is it I’m touched by you?

You and I are just strangers,
I’m sure we never even met before,
But your leaving is a great loss to the world,
For your generosity knows no boundaries.

Your love for children is unconditional,
You love them more than anyone else,
You’re like a father to them,
In this world that no one cares.

Your songs touched many souls,
Inspires them to be a better person,
You gave so much to the world,
Yet receive so little in return.

I wish I could do something more for you,
Rather than just sitting here writing this poem alone,
But I just want you to know this,
You will always be in my heart.

you may not be here with us anymore but we shall always remember you in our hearts for your work n music makes us wanna be a better person in life.Thank you for everything.
MAY YOU REST IN PEACE
HotCocoa

MJ

2009-07-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

Tune in to CNN OR E! OR 8TV @ 1 am...

Remembering Michael Jackson

you know you love me xoxo Gossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

why??!!??!!

2009-07-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

why is loving someone so hard??
why is it hard to understand a person??
why do i feel this way??
why is my heart pain??
why is it hard to spend quiet time??
why are there so many whys??

i just dont understand
-fairytalelover-

1st time

2009-07-06T18:35:00.002+08:00

loving sumone is hard and hurting.but still:

love is kindness
love is not jealousy
love does not envy
love is kind
love is long suffering
love is watever it takes to risk
love is sincere
love is confusing..

there are many more but i 4got.

-fairytalelover-

2009-07-04T20:23:00.002+08:00

today wen to skol 4 sum leadership camp.it was kinda ok.wat we do there aiya i lazy tell la.i just skip to sum part tat i wan to tell u.in 1 activity,we r suppose 2 act with an item we r given.in 1 group,there's tis guy acted as hit d gal's face accidentally n send her to hospital.so when he hit her face,he literally carry her up.like when u c in movies,d gal faint n sum guy appear out of nowhere n just carry her like a baby?i mean like one hand carryin d feet n another wan at her shoulder.tats wat he do n oh my gosh!it was just like a fairytale n so cute when he carry her.tat girl can brag 2 her frens tat a guy actually sweep her off her feet.nice.n 1 more thing,i am not kiddin but tis guy tat i am tellin u about look a bit like David Archuleta! i'm serious!n i seriously like him myself too!i don noe his name but i wan to find out

today in skol saw frog prince.he was wearin sum blue specs n a white shirt n luk kinda old all of a sudden.he do look a bit like an old man BUT in a nerdy cute way.if i tell them wat i c 2day,i'm gona hear one person agree happily with me n another person sayin no loudly.

u noe wat?i just found out today tat *he* is datin M...my fren told me wan,n she say they started just recented oli.i don noe whether true a not but tats wat she told me...i was like kinda shocked but oso kinda feel like its expected adi...since they like each other.if tis is true,i feel hapi for them but still a bit sad...but i'm sure tat i will be ok d next day.

Living with Michael Jackson

2009-07-04T15:53:00.006+08:00

This is the link to Michael Jackson's 2003 documentary, Living with Michael Jackson.

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=FC987A621E96765C

Enjoy watchin' it...

you know you love me xoxoGossipGirl
-miss fashionista-

Remembering Michael Jackson....

2009-06-29T13:55:00.009+08:00

On Friday i had a rushing morning....i woke up late!!!!So i had 2 bathe,put on uniform,tie my hair, put contact lens & pack my bag in 10 minutes!! Then when i got in da car while wearing my shoes in tuned to Fly Fm. I heard this shocking news- Michael Jakson die at the age of 50 due to cardiac arrest!!!! Me and my mum was like HUH!?!!!! It's unbelievable until now to realize our King of Pop has gone....
MJ was a great inspiration for me to decide my ambition to be a fashion designer.MJ has a style of he's own....he could make something ugly look good....that is only a-one-of-a-kind thing....
I have a few pictures of him....

I have few of my favorite videos here...

To MJ...u will always be in our hearts 4ever....
I'm gonna print some lyrics 2 sing at school 2morow...!!!

you know u love me xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

2009-06-28T15:36:00.003+08:00

i can't believe tat Michael Jackson died on 26 june 2009 on friday.he was still kinda young n he oso luks healthy.they say he died of heart failure all of a sudden.i thought i heard wrong on d radio on fri but it turn out to be true,i was so so shocked.i may not be a huge fan of him but its a waste to see such a talented person like him to go so fast...

i saw his concert on sat nite yesterday n omg he was awesome.his voice was fantastic n i didn't even realise it be4.most of his songs were nice,i reli like them.i oli found out how great he was after he died,tis is so embarasin.i am not being dramatic but he reli is good n reli is d king of pop.well,wat can i say,old songs reli r better than sum modern songs.

attention to all my frens readin tis,if u all have MJ cd can u please lend it to me??i wanted to buy but i heard tat they r all sold out.
HotCocoa

sceince experiment

2009-06-18T20:52:00.003+08:00

my group and i did the sceince experiment yesterday.this is the 1st time our experiment didn't sucess.normally we are the best group.tell me why?that were a lot of things happen during the lesson.sarmini's group had a good result at first but after that the lime water suck in the boing tube and it even melted!saj's group is burning the 10 sen coin until it become brown in colour.when they cooled down the coin with water, the coin fall from the holder and almost hit raveena.pn lim tell saj to stop because if he really hurt raveena's face, he may need to marry her(how about his love, kim?)if raveena want to.but i am sure raveena won't.pn lim also asked saj if he hurt pn lim how,because pn lim 100% doesn't want to marry him.see, our science teacher is funny.p.s don't be jeolous...

by aries

birthday?

2009-06-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

the first the when the school open was the birthday of maha,and another two beautiful girl had they birthday during the holidays who are kah mei and sarmini.so i gave them they presents and wished them happy birthday..maha is happy with her present.kah mei did not open in class so i don't know.But among they ,the most'geng' one is sarmini.i gave her a pair of earing and she broke it within 1 minute.swt=_="she is too strong to be a black belt of takwando.did the earings did any bad thing to her?i don't think so.but she KILL the earings!poor thing~
*crying for the death of the poor earings* anyway,i got my birthday from kah mei after my birthday passed for 3 months.hey,sarmini,don't forget my pink and blue diamond leh!
by aries

Aliens....

2009-06-17T15:42:00.005+08:00

Have u seen an alien before?? Well, i have.That alien has to HORNS on "his" head!?! I know is sounds stupid....& da alien is....Yew Jin....Today we had a laugh of aliens....Yew Jin said that he's scared to carry babies cause then will slip away...Kah Mei say can hang on his horns...for decoration LOL xDxD

Science got experiment...must heat calcium carbonate then got delivery tube connected to limewater....when i was heating....heating...heating....suddenly...boilng tube got MELTED!?!

This is what happened in my crazyly unexpected class....
Bye..you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

2009-06-13T23:34:00.001+08:00

I Promise You This

The moment I saw you cry,
I can’t help but feeling lost inside me,
When I look up at the sky,
I felt useless for not being able,
To make you feel better,
So I close up my heart,
I make myself so cold,
So that you won’t notice how useless I feel,
For not being able to protect you,
Even though you are here with me,
There is nothing I can do,
To change myself,
The only thing I can do is smile to you,
I want to hold you tightly in my arms,
I hope that all my dreams would come true,
Because they were all meant for you,
You can cry on my shoulders if you want to,
I will change your tears into a pair of wings,
And fly high with you into the sky,
I promise that I’ll protect you from now on,
I will not let anyone harm you ever again,
I promise you this.
HotCocoa

2009-06-11T14:03:00.002+08:00

i think i too bored durin d holidays so i just write stuff la.i was watchin sum movie so i decide to just write bout it.i hope its not too complicating.

Where’s That Little Girl?

I’m lying on my bed,
Staring at the ceiling,
Thinking bout a little girl I once knew,
And a part of me who still wishes to stay.

I still remember clearly in my mind,
A little girl that once love a guy so much,
A little girl that would do anything for him,
Even though he’s not aware of it.

But this little girl finally realize that,
She doesn’t love him as much as she thinks,
She keep asking herself this question,
What made her heart changed?

Maybe it’s because she’s tired of holding on,
To something that seems so impossible,
Or maybe it was just an infatuation all this while,
And that infatuation has finally ended.

This little girl inside me,
Is feeling so lost and confused,
She doesn’t know what to think,
She wishes that someone would tell her what to do.

I see the distance between us,
That little girl and me,
I can feel her love for him,
Slowly drifting apart from me.

Oh, where’s that little girl who once have loved?
I think I have lost her for now,
And I’m afraid that I might lose her forever,
For this part of me still loves him dearly.
HotCocoa

2009-06-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

just sum poem I wrote a few days ago.i noe its kinda weird n sesated a bit but I hope u all like it.

Your Greatest Desire

What do you think is the most important thing in the world?
Is it your family and friends?
Love and freedom?
Or is it money and power?
A cunning and dark being I am,
A mighty and powerful creature I am,
An evil and vengeful one I am,
I can be anyone’s miracle,
And also anyone’s worst nightmare,
I’m well aware of mortal’s greed,
I understand their greatest desire,
They will do anything to achieve their goal,
Even if it means digging their own graves,
Or even selling their own souls,
So tell me foolish mortals,
What is it that you desire the most?
I can grant your every desire,
Anything that you wish could be yours,
You don’t need to worry so much,
Golden opportunity like this don’t come very often,
I guarantee that it will come true,
But it comes with a price,
Or maybe some deadly consequences,
Your wish will be granted,
So what are you waiting for?
You can tell me what you want,
I promise I won’t bite.
HotCocoa

2009-06-08T13:05:00.002+08:00

hehehe.i can now say tat i'm 15 adi.but when think of 15,i think of pmr...spoilers la...i can honestli tell u tat i am so not redi for it.scare la...

i seriousli don understand how sum people can spend hours bloggin,don misunderstand me people.i'm just reli curious cause if u call me to spend hours on blogin,i don think i'll do tat,cause i seriousli don noe wat 2 blog...i would rather go n c manga or sumthing else.

my birthday just pass n wat i do on tat day,i lazy to type adi.i wan to off soon,got tuition.just hope tat devil would tell me hu is she/he is.
enjoy yr hols.bye.n just don mind me crappin.i reli don noe wat i'm typin here.i main gasak oli.
HotCocoa

My birthday....

2009-06-06T11:18:00.017+08:00

Yesterday was my 15th bithday!!!I'M 15!?! finally i got 2 cut a cake....

my ice cream cake....yummy =) (click to enlarge da pics)

waiting for everyone 2 come...& my cousin looks lyk she is goin' 2 dunk her head into da cake ^_^

finally everyone gathered after 20 mins *phew*

me blowing da candles...=)

cuting da cake...dame hard cause inside ice cream freeze adi...

still cutting

finally da cake got cut...

my brother...he ate half of da piece!!ELEPHANT

my cousin..gave me RM50 from his first month salary =)

my adoreable cousin sis....

my papa...

my mummy.... (how did my expression went lyk tat??)

oops...forgoten 'bout my birthday card...

cute rite...?!

after cutting cake when 2 eat at restorant....i ate like a pig until my stomach could burst any moment!! went home @ 12.30....dame tired now...i took tis pic 2 day...

bye..i wannago sleep now chioazzzz...
you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl
-miss fashionista-

Boredom..

2009-06-02T13:47:00.008+08:00

It's holiday & i'm bored....reali bored...n i have something 2 cheer me up...It's PCD new music video Hush Hush..

Here is the video....

And the New Moon trailer...

New Moon poster...

And i miss my frens sooo much....i'm bored......

bye
you know you love me xoxoGossip girl

-miss fashionista-

2009-05-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

went 2 d teacher's day celebration on fri.nice wei,sum of it was awesome but sum was like...no comment...d guy sing was nice but d band sucks,sound pollution oli...d others was ok.*he* came to skool tat day,i was so happi,can c but he luk kinda weird,his hair was like flat n he luk so sleepy.my fren said she hardli recognise him.

holidays start adi,two weeks.i'm gona miss skool n frens.i won be seeing *him* for two weeks cause tuition got cancelled n i oli can c *him* when skol reopen.so sad...speakin of skol reopen,i'm gona wear my new uniform on mon.i luk kinda weird...i scare la...

lastli,hapi holidays 2 all my frens out there n don forget next sunday wat day u noe.hehe.bye.
HotCocoa

THE.BEST.DAY.EVER.

2009-05-29T14:09:00.007+08:00

It's true...i had the best.day.ever!!!! OK....it started with a happy news tat ugly bulldog is not coming !!*JUMPS* then is saw forg prince standing with a bouquet of flower...so cute...then he walked like a robot in a very scary Robotish way with a stiff face like he just got a Botox shoot!! then ummm....yes da wonderfull singing...omg.....then his dance!!! wish actually didn't turn out to be a frog dance!!!it was pretty gracefull!!!*screams* but his shirt was 2 big for him which made him look like jellyfish!!! and then when i was singing lovestory he suddenly POP UP from i dunno where!!! ahhhh....so cute....and Maha....SAD MAHA...miss bulldog.....da ugly fellow..i mean

specimen

!?!DUH

I still can't get that image of him out of my head!!!SO, HAPPY HOLIDAYS will miss u guyz so much.....

-miss fashionista-
you know u love me xoxoGossip Girl

Cry Me A River....

2009-05-25T14:06:00.004+08:00

Today nothing much happen...only thing is i fell like killing 2 person *urgh*..Well one person i because toooo over perasaan adi.....& by da way u seriously look like a FREAKING FROG WITH LOTS OF POKKA DOTS!!!! & i believe that contact lens is supossed to be in your eye balls and not on your HAIR!!! The other one is because i just can't stand that person any more cause for 2 years is suffered all king of stuff from him!!!! To release stress i found this new song i really like.It's quite old but it is nice.

Cry Me A River
You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)

Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)

This is da video...

And i found this interview wish brighten up my day....It is CHACE CRAWFORD!!!
i have a bit of da interview here...

What food do you find sexy?
Chace Crawford: "There’s nothing sexier than a Big Mac. I don’t eat a lot of them, but it’s just a whole complete package."

The crush: "Gossip Girl's" Chace Crawford.

What kind of woman is sexy to you?
"Someone confident but not arrogant or entitled, without an air of desperation," says Crawford. "I'm attracted to girls that are a little more spontaneous."

What clothes make you feel especially sexy?
"A nice, tailored suit will make you feel like a million dollars," Crawford says. "Calvin Klein suits are classic and simple and that’s cool. Dolce & Gabbana and D&G as well."

Well that is all for today..Love u guys...
you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl

by^^Miss Fashionista

aries

2009-05-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

guys ,i had updated my personal blog just now.
you can go and have a look on some little thing.
the exam is finally finish.
actually i plan to work hard on my wushu test but the center is stop for three weeks including this week.
so unlucky!
some more the wushu exam is coming soon.
i m so scare and end up give myself too much pressure!
in oder to release the pressure,i went shoping today and bought an i pod.
let talk about my friend crush,frog prince!
i going to kick him.
one day,when i passed by the news room, he suddenly open the door with full power and almost bang me fall from the first floor to tapak perhimpunan.
i m super scare that time,my heart is almost jump out from my mouth.
this week,somebody ask me to ask his msn,and he say he lazy cos the msn add is too long.swt=.="
he said if miss some body really intested him can join a camp which he created.
i think one day,every body will though i like him.
that time i will denfinely beat the miss somebody for spoiling my good name & hurting kenta's heart!
p.s frog prince is a bit perasan some more!
if he misunderstand how?
ai~i think will beat him after miss somebody if that day really come!

aries anime girl

So good things finally comes to a end.....

2009-05-23T09:43:00.007+08:00

Yap that's true.Exams are over *phew* and Gossip girl season 2 finale adi.Must wait till 1 September which is a exterem torture but da good thing is Chuck and Blair are finally together after i waited for 2 whole seasons !?! *screams* Desperate Housewives also ended with a mystry wedding....Ugly Betty ended with Daniel's wife dead....it was realy sad.Gud news is Chuck is RENEWED !?!?!?!?! *jumping around lyk a monkey*
Well enough of tv series update...lets hv some school ones.Yesterday after our last exam (English I) i followed Covel & Maha 2 toilet. On da way, my hair was polluted by some spcecimen....later i saw FROG PRINCE!?! *WEEHEHEH* & tat's all...

Last thing...here are some pics from CW's "Upfront" presentation this week...

My Chace....=)

The beautiful Blake Lively & Leighton Meester

tat's all for now...
you know u love me xoxoGossip Girl
(p.s. missing u)
-by-miss fashionista

2009-05-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

let me tell u of a wonderful dream tat i had yesterday.it was bout my crush n i was smiling non-stop when i woke up.for those hu noe me,they would say oh,how typical of her to do tat...i knew she would smile...i noe wan.

in my dream,i dream tat my skool has a carnival n they r selling chocolate cakes.tables n lots of them,i was like in heaven,oh god.i can c dark chocolate cake,four layered chocolate cake with cream on top,oh no...i'm droolin now...i wanted to buy d wan with d cream on top but i don have enough of money so i ended up complainin to 1 of my frens with tears in my eyes.tupid rite??i don cry because of tat.

suddenli,a girl came to me n say tat *he* heard tat i didn't have enough money to buy d cake,so he brought it for me instead.i was like wat??that is imposible!!y would he buy a cake for me??i didn't take tat gal seriousli.

and rite after tat,*he* came n handed me d cake n said tat he was passin by me when he heard wat i said.he reli brought it for me!!with his own pocket money!!n it is d very cake i wanted!!i was like omg...i think i'm goin to faint...seriousli...then i just woke up.i noe sum of u might feel ridiculous with how i acted but cumon,its not everytime u get to dream bout yr crush.tis dream is like a 2-in-one package.i get to dream bout him n there's lots of chocolate cake.
HotCocoa

2009-04-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

i went to my fren's church play last last week.d name was paroimia n is was kinda nice.i was suppose to go with haiswarya but she couldn't go so i went with pearl's fren instead.it was kinda awkward at first but she was quite nice n we started talkin be4 d play.

wat i like d most bout d play is d messenger guy with d yellow cape,he's reli funni n d part where they fight.d lights went like on n off like tat,it sumhow gives a special effect.i was like wow...nice...after tat,sum guy gave a talk bout d play(lupa d guy is hu)he was veli funni,he crank sum jokes between his speech,which is veli gud cause i'm kinda confuse with d whole christian talk.it reli spin my head,it took me a while to understand wat he's tryin to say.thank god i'm alert enough 2 understand his jokes.

when d play finish,my fren fetch me home.i was so tired tat i accidenteli fell asleep in my fren's car,luckili i did not snore or tat would be veli malu...i hope no wan saw d way i slept cause i remember d last time i fell asleep,my fren saw n took a picture of it n try 2 threaten me by putin it online in friendster...but i manage 2 wake up be4 i reach home.erm,i think tat's all for now.bye.
HotCocoa

hi..

2009-04-27T19:54:00.005+08:00

lets see..i went to watch "paroimia"..it made me realise true love...but it's too late..my opportunities are gone.."paroimia" is over...

let's see..

3 finnix had injection today...my friend raveena was like crying even b4 the nurse took he needle.. and after the nurse inject,she started laughing..she said that she expected it to be more painfull...smart ryte??actually it is not pain at all...i was like laughing at raveena oni..haha...

p.s:for those who haven't take injection,dun wori..

-bloom-

Trying to empty my brain.....

2009-04-26T12:12:00.002+08:00

This is what happen when u practically have 2 ppl bugging in your brain....I had a perfect sleep @ 1 in da morning...woke up @ 8 then he i could'nt forget that dream. So, i when jogging 15 rounds lyk a crazy person.

Finally i'm free of them...brain empty....play piano....then go piaono class.... got good news!!!!my teacher is not changing !?! *screams**running aroung*.

Oh god please help me....why 2!!!!!URGH!!!!nvm i will figure it out...*sob* haiz....And i seriously need 2 go 4 shopping!!!!!

Chuck and Private Practice are having their finale episode this week...so sad...have 2 wait untill September 4 da new season.Chuck might not be rewened due 2 low rating...but i love chuck....so 2 all ppl who live in U.S watch Chuck!?!

bye....c u when i c u.....
you know you love mexoxo

written by: miss fashionista

Sports Day

2009-04-19T18:06:00.002+08:00

went to sports day yesterday n,crap...got sunburn...Damn.it was so painful n my face becum so dak alredi...but it was quite fun,i get to c people run,people marchin,sum gal fainted n sum guy was laughin at her,so evil...also get to c people tarik tali n teachers runnin,sum of them was like no energy at all but sum so semangat,run until so fast,i think they run even faster than me...

actuali d main thing i go is because i have a mission to do (but i won't tell u wat it is).i went to skool yesterday with a determination tat i will complete my mission but then u noe i fail...again...y do i always blew up chances??y wasn't i more alert??d more i think bout it,d more geram i feel...
but still,its ok,i still have tomoro to complete my mission
just hope i am more alert
HotCocoa

2009-04-19T17:40:00.002+08:00

hi everyone,tis is HotCocoa.As u all can c,tis blog ain't prefect but we try to post sumthing new whenever we can.Most of d stories here r mainly bout our school life,wat's been hapenin lateli n stuff like tat.i'll try to post more stuff from now on but its kinda hard cause my timin on d net is very limited so tat's y u will always c me typin in short forms,please forgive me.i noe how hard is it to read broken eng to sum people,u feel like pluckin off yr hair(i think so).k,i think tat's all,i don wan u all to think tat i'm such a granni.

n wat do u think bout tat love story i posted?i was kinda bored tat time so i just change 4 fun.
HotCocoa

ARIES

2009-04-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

hi,i am aries,15 years old.
hobbies are watching anime,read mangas,listen to song and singing.
try to guess hu i am ,ok?
cos i won't tell you but i will give u some tips.
my friends say i m de drama queen in my gang.
i am a bit crazy sometimes but i very nice wan so dun worry and make friend with me.
and i am 1 of the member in 3finnix.

bloom and sky

2009-04-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

do u all noe dat blooom love sky???if u dont noe check out winx club..its sum faerie show..i am not childish..just using the nicknames..understand this well and u will understand my further posts...

by,
Bloom

2009-04-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

I’m sure that some of you have already heard the song-Love Story by Taylor Swift,if you haven’t,go check it out,it’s awesome.I love that song a lot and it sort of remind me of someone so I decided to change the lyrics.I know it’s a bit weird but I’m no pro in this so I hope you will enjoy it.

Our Love Story
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashbacks starts
I’m sitting there
In a classroom on an afternoon
see the school,see the classroom,the students
See you sitting there on your seat
You look around
Little did I know

That you were there,you were smiling over
And suddenly my heart went beating first
But I don’t understand this feeling
That’s right inside of me

So I say
Will you please talk to me for a second
I’ll be waiting
All there’s left is you to come
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
Its our love story
Baby just come here

So I sit there watching you talking
I keep quiet cause its weird if you knew
So I sit there
Reading my book while watching you

Cause I was very shy
And I didn’t dare to start
So I pretended to ignore your coming approach
And you got mad and went away
Leaving me feeling bad

So I say
Will you please talk to me for a second
I’ll be waiting
All there’s left is you to come
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
Its our love story
Baby just come here

Will you forgive me
I want to apologize to you
But I’m not so sure,whether you’ll accept it
I’m so afraid,I'll make it out of this mess
Its our story
Baby just say yes

-Instrument playing-

I felt very bad
saying those harsh words to you
I was angry of myself
For chasing you away that time

So I tried
To say sorry to you
but I always fail
I keep waiting
Hoping that you’ll come again
Is this in my head,I don’t know what to think
you came to me one day and started saying

Be my friend please
I’ve always been watching you
I love you and that’s all I really know
I know this is sudden
But I’ve always been shy
Its our love story
Baby just say yes

The Unressistable Guy...

2009-04-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

After like a thousand times of being bugged by my friends finally my very first post.Well let me introduce myself....me a girl who loves fashion and believes I can change the world with fashion because fashion is something unique and it can be unbelievable to the eye sometimes.Other than fashion, I love music.I just can't imagine a world without music and to people who don't like music and fashion just BACK OFF!!! cause u people are IDIOTS!!!.

I spend like 90 percent of my live on my computer cause its like my second life.I watch like 10 tv series a week (i think!?!).My most fav of all is Gossip Girl.Gossip Girl ROCKS!!!!and there is where i found my unressistable guy....Chace Crawford.Oh God....he has a eyes anybody can die for...and the hair...i'm speachless...

That is all about my very first post.I'll post something ASAP!?!Til now bye.....

you know you love me xoxoGossip Girl(p.s. my fav quote)

posted by:Miss Fashionistas

candy n chocolate

2009-03-18T18:58:00.000+08:00

Candy and Chocolate

Choco eats chocolate,
Choco loves chocolate,
Choco can’t live without chocolate,
Choco must have chocolate,
Dark chocolate, milk chocolate and white chocolate,
Choco wants it all,
Then Candy gives a call,
They plan to meet in the hall,
So Candy waits in the hall,
Then came Choco with the chocolates,
And handed Candy some chocolates,
But Candy was greedy,
And she grabs it all,
Poor Choco ran after her,
Twisted his ankle he did,
Candy had no choice but to turn back,
She helped him up,
And offered him some chocolates,
The both of them were best friends,
Since that day on.

by: ShelbiePo

I'm sorry

2009-03-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

The moment I first saw you,
You kidnay my heart,
And now I'm deeply in love with you,
But if I really do love you,
I will have to learn to let go of you,
I always though that I was the one suffering,
Little did I know that,It was you that is suffering all this while,
I don't want to be so selfish,
For I know that it is not right,
And I can't tell you how sorry I am,
For hurting you this much,
I'm sorry.

post by ARIES
wrote by Shelbypo

2009-03-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

T.T..My mum not with me for 2 days..Go cameron highlands take care of my nephew..i'll be alone with my dad..Anyway,yay!Holiday 1 week...Happy Holidays everyone....OH NO!!!Can't see "people"...Haiz..Have to wait 1 week..Nvm...Oh ya..The class must thank me for photostating some geography project thing for them...Some more must buy stapler and bullet..Also must arrange and stapler for the whole class...The whole class OWE me...

By, -bloom-

TALENT SEARCH

2009-03-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

tueday,i will join the talent search.for me,tis is de 1st time i join singing competition.i'm a bit wori tat i will sing wrongly.anyway, after a long discution,we choose de song 'this is me' from camp rock.i will sing de demi part.i get de cd on friday ,i though i can put song in my mp3 but i tried for 4 hours but failed.in the end, i used another 2 hours to download de song!!!finally i can pratice already.this will be a busy week for me to prepare oral test and talent search.nvm, i still have your support.all of you must support me!if not i will cry de...as a girl, u should help girl.if u r a boy,always remember never ever make girl cry.

BY ARIES ANIME GIRL